It had been a stressful and nerve-breaking day for me. My Social Studies mid-year examination took place today.
Last night, I was trying to get all the informations into my head by reading and reading, and studying and studying. I don't have time to focus on most of the chapters, and some chapters just turned me off, and I skipped them. =/ Especially those chapters about wars. They just simply can't catch my attention and I'm still searching for a reason. Bascially because there's like a whole chunk to read and memorise and it just make me doze off by just reading a paragraph of it.
So I studied the Merger between Singapore and Malaysia, which I heard that it's quite a popular chapter from my classmates. (: And my favourite's Countries Divided on the Sri-Lanka Confict and the Northern Ireland Conflict, The UN and the Singapore's Two-Pronged approach and the Ageing population. Yah, that's about all that I focused on. I studied abit of the Singapore's education policies too, but when it come to the medical care of Switerland, that part turned me off. Hahas.
And this morning, I set an alarm of waking at the time of 6.00am to do my last minute revision. But things usually don't go the way you want it to, I returned to my dreamland after setting the alarm to 6.30am. As usually, I hit back the sacks and finally woke at 6.45am. I studied for a while before going to bath and everything. And I went off for school after that. And I studied and studied. And during the singing of the assembly, I looked down on my notes occassionally. Opps. =X
And to my antonishment, the 3 structured-essay questions were none that I had studied for!!! Depressing and heart-breaking cans. But left with no choice, I chose the one about Singapore's Industrial Development to do. Cos I chose that for my N-level last year, and they are no longer fresh in my mind. After an exam, I just threw everything out of my mind. So I just wrote everything that I could think of with my own knowledge and common sense. And left with nothing to write, I just continue and continue till it filled like a page and more. Hahahahas!
As for the source-based, it's quite okay though. But time is running out then, and my handwritings were turning messy and messier. Almost to the extent of illegible. Hahas.
Well, the exam is over, no point probing over it. Even if you know the facts now, it's not gonna help. So I rather spend much more on my time on other subjects like Geography, so that I can pull the marks of Combined Humans up. ((:
Tomorrow gonna be English Paper. Really hope I do well, English seems to be a critical subject, when you flunked it, you can't get anywhere far... Gonna have lotsa inspirational juices in my head tomorrow, to be able to write good compositions. And I do really hope the comprehension is an interesting one, if not I'm gonna fall asleep. Seriously. Best if the comprehension goona be on JELLY!!! Or baking cookies? Cooking pasta or something? Hahas. Or music? Or dreams? Or about G-FORCE!(Yea, that's highly impossible-.-") Or echoboyz? =/ Hahahas. Okay, I'm thinking too much. Hahahas! Gonna read some great stories online so as to widen my inspirations. (:
And I'm so looking forward to the gathering. (: But gonna kick that off my mind first, gonna finish my exams first, that's the most important thing for now. Gathering can wait, it's like few weeks away, so I shouldn't be dreaming about it now. Yes. STUDY HARD!!!
Another thing, something caught my attention today. It's from the MSN TODAY window that popped up when you login to msn messenger. The subject was "How Psychic Are You?". So out of curiousity, I clicked the web and it took me to a page about people's personal accounts on their sixth sense kind of thing. Take a look if you're interested:
http://lifestyle.msn.com/MindBodyandSoul/PersonalGrowth/Articleiv1.aspx?cp-documentid=371983
It's kinda interesting and kind of hard to believe thingy. But think about it, we people do experience these sixth sense kind of thing, don't we? Sometimes I do. Somtimes when you just go to a place you had completely no recollection of and never even went before, you might however felt a sense of familiarity in there. And at times, you might be having that strong feeling about what will happen next, and it really did? Or some events you dreamt about actually took place in your real life after that? Hahas. I guess my sixth sense aren't that strong, but I think sixth sense do exist in everyone. (:
And I read this book on sub-consious mind or something before. If I didn't remember wrongly, it's about people having sub-consious mind, and it will only be active when it's being "activated". For example, normal people can't just bend a fork by just looking at it. But when the person is focus, and concentrated, the sub-consious mind will be likely to be activated, and bend the fork eventually. There's this true case, where by a mother could actually lift up a car, just to save her child who was underneath the car during an accident. Again, it's the mother's will and strength to make such impossibilites happen.
I guess life is full of mysteries and suspensions for us to revealed. Life is like a book, from the day you were born, and as time pass, the empty pages on the book began to filled with words and letters, which is what's going on in your life. You would never know what's your life is gonna be if you don't flip over to another page. Just like you will never know what the outcome will, unless you gave it a shot.
And I got this instinct that the gathering might be on the 12th May, which is Vesak Day, and also a public holiday!!! Please don't! Hahahas! Cos my exams ending on the 16th!!! Maybe the 17th and 18th would be great, cos I'm not having school on both days! Hahahas. Wish upon the stars. LOL! Only after the exams, will I let my hair down and enjoy the fun and everything. Please please, wishing hard the gathering to be after 16th. Whahahahahas!
Lastly, wish me lucks in my English Paper tomorrow! Hahas!
Tomorrow will be a better day, do look forward to tomorrow! Hahas, and I'm very sure tomorrow will be a better day for me. I guess by telling yourself that will make you a more cheerful and bright person? lol.
And I'm STILL listening to Jonathon's Promise. (((: It's a really nice song, which moved me to tears! Yah, I know I had been saying that on and on, but it's really true. Hahas. Well, perhaps some people might just tell me I'm obessed, that's why the reason I'm not getting tired of the song. But seriously, I don't think so. The lyrics held meaningful words and significant meaning behind it. It's quite a sentimental song. The more I listen to it, the sadder it will be. =/ I like some of the verses in the lyric, it's quite motivative and encouraging too. LOL. And I guess Jon must had put in alot of effort in composing the song and stuff. (: I like the part (literally translated to English):
"Memories is a beautiful consolation,
when the short moments seems so perfect."
"There's one day when
our promise will come true,
so don't give up on it. "
Okay, will stop my craps for now. (: I really like the song and the lyric!!! Hahas, hope to download the song and get the lyric soon? Anyone has it? Sent me ya? LOL. I guess I'm not violating the law by downloading this song, hahahahas!
lalalalalala~~~ gonna go mugging for exams again...
Ciao.
