Well, went to play Badminton last Friday. And it was the first time I'm wearing my class T-shirt, that was lying in my wardrobe since I received it, around secondary 3 I think. LOL. The material is not so good, felt quite warm when wearing it. Haha, and the badminton game was fun. Haha, sweat kinda lot, lot more than when playing basketball. Probably cos of the enclosed area of the sport hall and the class T-shirt I'm wearing. Hahaha!
After the game, we cabbed down to Bedok Blk 85 for dinner. Haha, the bar chor mee that I had long heard about! Haha, I finally got to taste it. It was delicious, and same goes to all the food we ate that night. Haha. I wanna move to Bedok. Wahahahhahaa! There's so many food there. Lol! Well, that's about all for last Friday. LOL.
A question had been forming on my head since yesterday. "Would the kind be rewarded?" All along, I had heard of this saying that the good will be rewarded. But does it really happened?
I helped a friend recently, helping her to fulfil a wish of her. Yes, of course she thanked me, and telling me how happy she is on fulfilling her wish. Yet human are always greedy. She started to think that I'm a genie that lives in the aladdin's lamp. She requested for more wishes, and telling me that I am able to help her when I know I can't. I tried means and way to help my friend, cos I value the friendship, yet in return, what I got was the last thing I want on the list. She started to be insensitive to my feelings, critising the things I like and the taste I have for them. And she started to go on and on talking about the things she like blah blah blah, and I just listened, and smiling and laughing when I think I should. In fact, I was just wearing a mask of the smiley face. Yes, I do know that people have different opinions and views on things, but won't it be better if she would bother about my feelings? What worse was that she wanted me to forsake the things I like, and like what she likes? She never know how much those things mean to me, it's not possible to give them up just because you wanted to. When someone don't like something, it's no use getting means and ways for them to change their minds, it's impossible. Everyone got their own point of view, everyone got their own rights, so am I. I cried, on thinking about the incident. What she said really hurts, through she not refering to me. And what amazing was that, when she put her critisisms on the things I like, I even managed to put a smile across?! Aren't that scary how much my smile don't tally with my heart? I'm still able to pose a smile even when my heart said otherwise. Aren't that scary how fake my smile sometimes can be? How incredible when I'm sallowing my tears and lighting a smile at the same time? Maybe I need some time to cool down? Feelings and tears just came up, and seriously, I don't know what to do. When I helped a friend, I just helped them cos they are my friends, I don't expect any reward. But what was returned to me was all the negatives and insulting on the things I like... What to do... Sometimes people are just so insensitive to other's feeling, and getting scary with what they engrossed in... Can someone enlighten me? lol.
